Secure Attachment: And how our internal dialogue influences it.

An essential characteristic of the child’s early experience is that the mother acts as a “hidden” regulator of the infant’s immature endocrine and nervous system. ~ Allan N. Schore

How does our own connection and/or disconnection with the self play a role in our attachment with our children?

Dr. Dan Siegel is a very important resource for parents, and his research influenced Compassionate Sleep Solutions from its inception. In this video, Dr. Siegel spells it out so clearly and beautifully. What quality do WE need to cultivate as parents to ensure a secure attachment with our children?

The 3 – S’s

1. Seen – Our children need to be truly seen by us. This means we see and attune to their inner, emotional world, NOT only their behavior.
2. Sooth – How we comfort and soothe our children builds the neurocircuitry in their brain as the brain develops.
3. Safety – We protect our children and are NOT the source of terror. This does not only include abuse. A self-regulated parent is a safe parent. The child cannot anchor to a safe emotional harbor if the parent is continually dysregulated and disintegrated.

Good News! Since there is no such thing as perfect parenting, any rupture in any of the above can be repaired.

All of the above 3-Ss lead to #4 – Secure Attachment and Resilience.

Presence in our parenting is the most important quality we cultivate to ensure secure attachment. To do this, we must be self-regulated. This means we must do the inner work and make sense of our own childhood, our own attachment style, and wounds of our past and integrate them into the present.

Raising children offers the best (daily, sometimes hourly) opportunities to do the necessary inner work on ourselves. In a million moments, we can reflect on our own past, feel what happened to us, our unfulfilled longings, how we adapted (or maladapted; ie. shame, guilt, anger), and create a coherent narrative of our own past and present. When we make sense of all of this, we can create secure functioning attachments within the self and become “receptively present and available” for our children.

It is not just our ability to be present. It is our ability to be emptied of our own neurotic narrative that allows us to become genuinely receptive to and available for our children. In my experience, this can take decades. It doesn’t happen all at once. It happens over time in bits and pieces. Slowly and surely.

The Integrated Adult Is A Safe Harbor For The Child

Integration: Making sense of our own narrative.

It can be difficult to tell mothers and fathers that their self-regulation and self-soothing ability is a key part, quite possibly THE key, of reducing the tears of sleep learning. This request can inspire guilt and defensiveness. My clients, ALL of my parents, are already trying so hard. I admit, it sounds crazy to invite a parent holding a crying baby to dig down deep in the body and find a calm and grounded center of the self. However, it is an important request because our dysregulation can lead to more upsetting tears in our children.

It is not our fault, but it is our responsibility!

We don’t have to do this perfectly. It does take practice, and fortunately, we have about 18-years to rehearse this scene in the faces of our dysregulated, crying, desirous, upset children. But the truth remains, we must be present to do the 3 S’s. And to be truly present, we must be self-regulated.

This video captures decades of Dan’s research and writings. I urge you to watch the entire talk.

At the time mark of 48:00, an audience member asks an important question. We learn that 35 – 40% of us are NOT really present. I teach parents the value of becoming an “accurate mirror” for their children. We are responsible for reflecting the child’s emotional experience back to the child accurately and becoming a safe container for them to process their emotional world.

Dan refers to this lack of presence in a parent as he describes the parent trying to see inside the child but distorting what she sees. This is an inaccurate mirror because it is a distorted view of the child’s experience. It has too much of the parent mixed in, and the child can be left unseen and unfelt. The mother is too busy being captured by her own experience to be present for the child. He uses an example that I hear daily on the phone working with mothers who diligently and consciously focus on their child’s needs.

In his example, the mother is feeding her hungry child. She is trying desperately to “See Inside” of her little one. However, the mother becomes consumed with her own anxieties of; I am incompetent and can’t feed her well. What is wrong with me? The mother is worried that the child is not getting enough. In this example, the mother becomes preoccupied with her own terror, and meanwhile, the child is just hungry. The mother freaks out, and the mother’s own stuff spills out onto the child. Our children are tuning forks to our inner world. When our child attunes to a parent’s inner world of terror or anxiety, the child feels terrified and anxious.

This same example can be easily applied to sleep learning. The child is learning a new way of sleeping. The child is tired and frustrated because he hasn’t learned how to fall on his own. But the mother, desperately trying to offer support, becomes freaked out that her child is experiencing abandonment, neglect, and trauma and loses her ability to be an accurate, soothing, and supportive container of the child’s struggles. Her narrative spills out onto the child, and the parent and child get into a dysregulated loop. Most often, what we see is an overtired, dysregulated child. But our unresolved narrative says, OH SHIT! My child is in massive distress and anxiety. He thinks I am abandoning him. What if I am traumatizing him? I’ve read how important healthy attachment is; I can’t mess this up! If a parent gets swept away in that narrative, the parent is captured by her/his own insecurity. And yes, the child is in turn feeling insecure. Like health and safety, it is our responsibility to hold the secure container for the child, no matter how the child reacts to what is happening. Their happiness and contentedness aren’t the only indications we are getting this right as parents. Children must also experience all of their feelings, even the unfavorable ones, and return to equilibrium and wholeness.